Peace

Each of us strives to find peace in our lives. For some people, they just want some peace and quiet usually from a hectic schedule and busy lifestyle. For me, peace has a much deeper meaning. It is the peace I have because of my faith. It is an inner peace that comes from knowing I am part of a larger picture and that God has my back.  Having Parkinson’s has only strengthened my faith, thus, giving me more peace than I thought was posssible. No, I do not believe that I am going to be miraclously cured, and freed of all my ailments. Part of having faith is trusting that I will be strong enough to handle all that comes my way because I am not alone. The more I depend on God, the lighter my burden. In five years of being diagnosed with Parkinson’s, I have learned to appreciate each and every day without stressing about tomorrow, or next year or a decade from now.  Of course, this is easier to say than to do, but I have daily reminders to help me live in the presence and trust in God for the future.

Last winter, I fell on the ice and fractured my left upper arm. The pain was intense. Parkinson’s did not make it easy on me because my arm kept shaking when I was suppose to keep it immobilized. One of my friends from our church brought a wonderful book for me to read while I was recooperating. It is called, Jesus Calling, by Sarah Young. It is a daily devotional which uses a first person format and reads as if God is talking directly to you.  I have had many devotionals over the years, but this one is special to me. It speaks directly to me and the passages seem to be exactly what I need for the day. Reading it brings me peace.

I also find peace in the environment around us. My go-to spot for instant peace is the beach. As I watch the waves come in and go out, a sense of tranquility surrounds me. I love the sound, the smell and the look of the water, the sand and the grasses. There are always birds around on the sand chasing the little waves, in the sky diving for their dinner, and in their nests caring for their babies. The overall vision equals peace.

So where do you find your peace? I hope it is close by and easy to reach. Peace.